Anger

Lol .. School started today ...

As usual ... class are boring and the lecturers knows it :D

but i promised myself that i will work harder this sem ... and i will ...

lol ...


well today everyones a bit tired and jumpy maybe due to the hot weather and our day of needing to work again after 7 weeks of enjoyment ...

then some thing just irritated me much ...

but usually i will forget that irritation after a few mins and continue living like it never happen ...

but thats boring ... so i tried to keep this irritation inside me ... lol ...' i wanted to test and see what i will do ... which i have no clue what i will do ...

Anger is quite scary ... it can consume your emotion in just a few mins ... its like a virus that spreads very quickly inside of a persons body ... it will over-right all other emotions ( cool , calm , sad , joy , ) and theres is always addition of more anger once you thought more of why you are angry in the 1st place.

i was angry at 1st .. but i wanted to see what will happen ... but i wasn't really angry at that time ... so yq dun worry :D ...

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End of day 1

FF4

lol ... today went to watch movie ... did not have any plans for today also ...

but today wasn't a good date to watch movie ... cause the movies available already released quite a while ... if i am not wrong ... at 23 April there will be at least 2 more movie showing ... and at 29 April ... the X-men wolverine origins ... should be a hit like the dark knight ...

so today i watch a movie that i thought to be very boring...

Some cars driving around ... race here knock there smash this overturn that ....
And when i watch the trailer ... it was nothing trilling about ...

Fast and Furious 4 ... when i saw the trailer ... i only saw the part where there is one guy running for his life from roof to roof .. window to window ... while of course there is another chasing that guy's ass ...


So having seeing this trailer and never saw FF2 or Toyoko drift ... this FF4 was the not really on my list ... but as usual ... follow the crowd .. lol ... so

Hmm ... overall this movie is quite nice ... all those action and stuff

Then when the cars started to race ... the directer will cut the scenes and stuff .. so when you watch it ... you will see the blur blur view of cars and the scenes will keep changing to different angles ...

hmm .. other then this .. there is standard part of movies ...

Remember when i say i saw the trailer and saw a guy running from roof to roof ... window to window ...

Even though i finish the movie ... i still have not a single clue who that guy was ... lol ... but i do know whos after him ... the cops :D ...

lol .. i dunno whether it looks cool to them or whatever ... the police really like to do one thing after catching the guy his after ...

they will always say one question only ...

Give me a name

lol .. well .. the guy whos caught give him a name all right ... with no details ...

dunno whether it is the rule of the game between cops and crooks or its just those police who like to throw work of finding out the possible people are to their juniors to find out ... lol ...

FF4 ... there is already 3 movies before this ... so basically they are selling the same stuff repacked ... lol ...




Sian ... At 1st there is more stuff at this post de ... but dunno why when loading halfway this web log me out ... so lost most of the details ... the auto save didn't work -.- ...

Bored

Haiz ... i think many of us is still at holiday mood hor ... lol .. even when we know we already rest for weeks le ...

there is a saying ... Even the world's longest party still have to end ... lol

the next holiday is in June ... i think ... although its just a month and a half away ... but lol ...

hard to end this holiday mood ... its like addicted hook on to something ...

mentally hard to change ...

last day le arrrrr .... fcking sian ... lol


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Today we went no life to the extreme for once ...

lol .. even when we already slack like no life ... today we did something the most stupid for once ...

At 1st planned to go gym then have a swim ...

haha ... its like our plan never went smoothly even for once

in the end we just come out and slack again ...

today super duper hot ....

something wrong is going on with mother earth le ....

its like 33 34 degree ?

just a small walk under the sun is enough to make a person sweat his shirt wet ...

lol ... today brought a stack of cards to play ...

long long time nv touch those cards le ...


then while some of them was using and reading the cards .. some had nothing to do

so we try to aim and shoot the cards to the rubbish bin ... lol ...

failed ... 1 out of 10 got in ...

shawn won the best shot ...

dunno how he did it ... but he manage to get one card nicely fit on the top of the rubbish bin ... the part where they let smokers to put out their cigarette ...


then we try sometime else

bottle ... lol ...

milk tea bottle dun like me ... no matter how i throw it just will not go in ... but green tea bottle does like me :D .... one shot and its down ...

after that we had a long long discussion of going where ... bugis lavender orchard westmall :D ...

in the end ... nv go ... :D ....

sian sia ... lol ... nothing to do ...

went tk house ... mahjong ... end day ... lol .. think they watch soccer after ...

lol .. soccer is just not my sport ...

so i am here writing a really boring post ... to past this boring time until i can find that sleeping time ... lol ...






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Hmm ...

Hmm ... think this post a bit dedicate to yz ( who knows and understands what i feel ... and at the same time i know how he feels ... :D ) weilin also ... shawn also :) ...



if u are not that three .. get your eyes off this post ... :D ... just joking ... lol


Hmm ... i actually have a different content to post initially ... but thats somewhere abit related so ...


Anyone of you has that thoughts that really trouble u alot alot ... till the point where you dun wan to face the truth , and trying to believe whats on the surface rather than having to think it through

maybe its just me ... but i have to think through almost every detail of things in order for me to do that thing ... otherwise i will feel very weird at doing it ... unless it is a really new thing that i have zero related exp ... that i will dare to do ... lol ... lifes is also just about collecting exp of everything ...
doesn't it ?

lol ... till just now ... i have a problem that has been troubling me till the point i really dun want to face the truth ...
and i have been running away from it actually ... i have been believing the surface truth

i thought that should be it ... that should be the truth

till just now .. b4 i writing this post ... i was thinking ... i believe its time i face the truth ...

i keep lying to myself ... but just now i had a breakthrough ... a breakthrough where i felt happy , joyful ... and yet sad at the same time
lol

hmm ... i dun really know hw to explain ...

but i wan to ask ... if any of your have this feeling b4

you finally has that chance to keep a calm mind thinking of a problem u trying to avoid ... even to yourself where u also dun wan to face the truth

and finally you are able to think through your problem

For me i felt happy and joyful cause i found out a side of me where i didn't thought it existed ... and i felt i have moved on to another stage of maturely ... maybe i did or didn't .. but i felt i did so ...

while sad part ... haiz ...

This contradiction i have felt for the 1st time ... i felt a lot of different types of contradictions before ... but not this one ... lol ... its like you have caught a rare species of pokemon likedat ... lol ...


hmm ... and so ... if anyone of you have this feeling before ... tell me ... :D ...
i will be a good listening ear de






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Knowing

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lol ... today planned to watch a movie ...

but among all the available choices ... we choose to watch one movie called "knowing" without KNOWING what its about ... :D

I barely remember its about worlds destruction ... somewhere like " I am legend "

then we went to buy the tickets ... cause at 1st we thought we can take the offer of student prices ... which is like $6 per ticket ...

then that company say today is a eve of a public holiday ... Good fridays eve

=.=

ok lor ... give u that extra $2.50 ... take take ...

then we walk around and talk for an hour .. since we got one hour to spare

but as usual ... we went into the cinema late ... lol ...

then started with a scene where there is a old 50 years ago primary school classroom
the teacher asked the students ... Draw a view of what u think this world will be like in 50 years time ... ( that scene was in 1959 ) ...

some kids drew airplane with dunno what thing ... some buildings with tall height ...

but that was a certain kid ... she had a ghostly face ... then she was very fair ... her skin is almost white colour .. scared most ppl when she appears .. almost make this like a horror movie .. she kept writing and writing numbers ... wrote till almost 2 pages full ...

then it was almost time ... so the teacher took the piece of paper away from her ...

They started the ceremony ... they place what the kids draw into a envelope and seal it inside a time capsule where its just a metal box and place it underground and cover with a metal top ...

and during the process .. the little girl who wrote the numbers suddenly went missing ... and was found later when she was at a cupboard and continue writing the numbers even when her finger was bleeding ...

( During the missing part ... berlin ask where the girl go ... shawn say she go film another horror movie ... lol ... )

and so the next scene was Nicolas Cage acting as a father talking with his son ...

and when i saw Nicolas Cage in that movie i thought yes la ... should be a good movie le ... i really like Nicolas Cage movies ... lol

in this scene they shows Nicolas really loved his son ... and his wife was not around anymore ...

(Hmm .. maybe its me .. but ever since i watch an anime called "Skip Beat" i have been a bit paying extra attention to how actors act the scene and whats the meaning behind that scene )

When this scene comes in .. there is some emotion where the actors act out without words ... i not sure how to explain ... but u will understand when u see it

then slowly they come to the main points ...

lazy to explain all ... so giving a overall

the numbers that the girl wrote is actually a warning to mankind ...

some part of the numbers represent date ... some represent the number of people involved with the "accident"

there is a certain part where the numbers cannot be identified ... when come to more than half of the movie the "hero" came to realised its the location of the place that the "accident" is going to happen

At 1st there is a scene where it really makes it very sad to see if it really happen ...

there is an airplane came crashing down nearby ...
where ever u looked there is burning person crying for help ...
its like burning man walking and behaving like zombies ... lol

then as for the "highlight" event , the last set of numbers that cannot be identified was actually set to destroying more than just a part of our earth ,

that "accident" is mean to destroy the whole earth down to its core

where there will be some nuclear thingy hitting the sun ... then the sun will have a blast of heat that will be big enough to kill and melt everything including earth ...

then the hero cannot do anything at all

what happen in the end ? ... go watch yourself :D
http://www.knowing-themovie.com/

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Then after the movie we went to slack around ... then talk a bit ...

but got bored so play truth or dare ...

but at that place ... so decided to cancel out dareing ...

then most suay is tk and yz , follow by me then berlin then shawn ... bear the luckist one .. all while nv tio him de ...

then after that we had a quiz ... those where quiz where each different answers have different meaning de ...

yz de quiz i not really knows what can the possible meaning for each answers .. so skip saying ... lol

tk one then i roughly remember


QUIZ


If u are at a jungle then while walking u saw a hut ... do you
(a) Run towards it and check it out
(b) slowly make your way there and check it out
(c) Ignore it

Lets say u entered it ... you saw a table ... how many chairs does it have ?
( 0 ~ 10 )

On that table u saw a jug ... what material does it make out of ?
(a) Glass
(b) Plastic
(c) wood
(d) metal

In that Jug ... how much is the amount of water it contains
(0~10)

U exited the place and found a waterfall infront ... whats the waterfall speed is ?
1= slow
9 = very fast
(1~9)



K so i have no clue what do they mean .. so my choices was slowly make my way ... 1 chair ...plastic ... 1/4 water and 6 speed

slowy make my way = hoping to have a relationship
1 chair means i am a loner
plastic means i have a soso heart .. not easy to break
1/4 water means i have only a little bit hope for love
6 speed means i have a bit higher sex drive than normal people

lol

shawn has no hope and a very high :X ...
bear has a very big family
berlin has a heart that is easy to break :P


lol


Haiz ... holidays are ending le ... haven really enjoy myself yet ...

sian sia



Tml continue learning cooking ... on the menu is porridge ...
See how ba












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Soulmate ----- Natasha Bedingfield

Dunno if its me or u are also the same ...

Do you sometimes "stuck" on one song ? ... where u can just listen to one song over and over again without getting bored ...

lol ... maybe its me la ... cause i can get stuck with one song for days weeks or even months :D ...

i stuck at alot of songs b4 ... but this time a bit different ... the last few songs i was stuck with Chinese songs ... this time is a English song ...

haha .. a bit hooked to English songs nw ...

This song i currently hooked is called " Soulmate " by Natasha Bedingfield ... powerful voice she has ...


This song is about a person searching for his/her soulmate , where there should be enough for everyone of us .. but for this person ... he/she is still waiting ...
abit kind of me :( ... lol ... back to topic ... this person is not sure whether that soulmate has been with him/her already ... cannot tell ...

hmm ... think i cannot explain it until the way i wanted to ... lol ...

So the best way is to let u hear it :D ....

Original Song



This song is so good that it got a remix ... :D


The live version ... proves that she has a very very powerful voice ...



The songs Lyrics

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

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Transitory ---> 1st meaning : Tending to pass away : not persistent
2nd meaning : Of brief duration
Meaning got from Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary :D
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Lol ... Get "Stuck" with me nw :D ....
















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HaHa ... boy u think i talking nonsense ar ...

lol ... 1st time blog about real life thing ... past blog always is jokes and stuff ... but this time need to blog real life things .. cause too funny ... haha



Today actually is a very normal slacking day for us ... the plans was just go yz house cook food ... learning step by step once at a time la ... but we just experiment whether can use what ingredients on what type of food ...

Salmon was the main food ... we bought two piece ... a bit bigger than palm size ... then 4 of us test cooking with different things

yz put Everything :D ... from honey , lime , pepper , ma yiu , and a lot of others
weilin put honey , lime , and some dunno what .. cannot remember
bear put curry powder :D
i put lime , pepper and light soy sauce

yz micro the fish to half cooked then fried ... bear also ... weilin just fried it
i micro it all till fully cooked ... my fish was the best ... :D ... the most juicy one ...


Then they mahjong , i watching a show called what zhong ji san guo , till ep 3 ...

they after they finish we go out makan dinner

go batok ... then eat fried rice ... then dunno do what ... cause we slack till really bored le ... then zeid say take monopoly go bear house downstair play ...

then anything lor ... cause even go watch movie also $10 le .. might as well sat or sun watch

after we reach bear house there de carpark ... weilin suddenly ask me bear shawn to run .. cause the other half way very very slow .. then we got in a lift .. the other half nv ... haha ... then we go press 8 floor ( only got one lift ) ... wanted to trick them buy pressing 6 floor then 7 .. but dunno why the lift dun let us ...

then since only one lift we press all the floors so the other half cannot take the lift so fast .. then we hide in one corner ... that 3 cannot find us at 1st ...

then we come out walk around and finally that 3 found us ...

then quite fun ma .. so we decide to carpark catching ...

at 1st is 2 ppl come find us then rest hide ...

the 1st round i am suppose to be the hiding person ... then me and bear keep shifting until we found a good place ... where there is only one place that can see us .. so at the same time we can run if easily cause if they see us = we see them also ... then bear and me stand different place ... at 1st i think is zeid find bear and chase .. he nv thought i was there ... lol ...

i waited there for like 10 mins .. then i sms shawn ... he say all kena caught le expect me ... :D ...

then dunno after another 10 mins zeid find me ... lol


then we play rounds and rounds until the last round something happen

that green colour shirt guy hide behind a car ... then kena catch by police for looking suspicious o.o ...

then he call us to come .. end game ...

when we reach there , there was 3 police ... low rank de ...

then when the police saw us ... he saw zeid carrying a bag ...

then he say only u carrying a bag ? then zeid say ya ...

then he took his bag ... haven open yet .. he say " This bag looks suspicious"

Then he open the bag .. inside contain nothing but the monopoly ... damn funny sia ...

then he like dun believe .. he open the box with hurry ... then spill the maps and money inside ... lol .. he think got what hammer or what inside

sure we have .. small pieces used to play the board game one .. he wan let him take la ... lol

then after getting the details and stuff .. he gather us again ...

we already tired from playing just nw le ...

then yz nv look at him while he was talking some bullshit we already know stuff ..

then he diao yz ... say "Boy u think i talking nonsense is it ? "

haha .... yz at there like stunned ..

then after settle that issue le we go buy drink celebrate ... lol ...

Tml dunno do what sia ... lol ...

















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